Heitzu
22.8.2003, 15:44:40
juu, tällästä tekstiä tuli kirjoitettua talvella viime vuonna, ehkä pientä angstia havaittavissa (masennuskohtauskin silloin sattui olemaan)... kokonaan englannin kielellä, ja pikkasen ehkä virheitäkin, mutta ei kai ne ketään haittaa...
I just sit here waiting. Waiting for death to come and pick me up. Gazing in to the darkness that surrounds me, waiting to see a glimpse of the reaper and his scyther. When death comes, I can see only it and nothing else. Its bones withe as perarls will shine in the night which has fallen upon us. Darkness gives me comfort that I need. I will not feel any pain or suffering, those all will be gone.
It comes. I can feel it. The reaper is coming. It's getting cold. My breathing is getting heavier but I am not panicing. I am calm.
It arrives. The whole room is getting cold when the door opens. It walks towards me, I know I have to go and leave this all.. This all behind me. To the eternal darkness I have to go, I have no choise. I feel my last breath, I just open my mouth, close my eyes... Tears fall on my cheeks... I open my eyes for the last time. Now my body is only an empty shell, gazing in to the darkness, just waiting... Alone...
I just sit here waiting. Waiting for death to come and pick me up. Gazing in to the darkness that surrounds me, waiting to see a glimpse of the reaper and his scyther. When death comes, I can see only it and nothing else. Its bones withe as perarls will shine in the night which has fallen upon us. Darkness gives me comfort that I need. I will not feel any pain or suffering, those all will be gone.
It comes. I can feel it. The reaper is coming. It's getting cold. My breathing is getting heavier but I am not panicing. I am calm.
It arrives. The whole room is getting cold when the door opens. It walks towards me, I know I have to go and leave this all.. This all behind me. To the eternal darkness I have to go, I have no choise. I feel my last breath, I just open my mouth, close my eyes... Tears fall on my cheeks... I open my eyes for the last time. Now my body is only an empty shell, gazing in to the darkness, just waiting... Alone...